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berlin - 2004-03-14
2003-03-26 @ 18:57
I went to see my psychiatrist today, and then I asked her " what exactly is my diagnosis?" Then she looked at me with this sad look and said "I don't know were to start Nemi" But finally she agreed to tell me and it was alot. My main diagnosis is anorexia nervos with bulimic tendency. And I was just like "hell no!!! I'm not thin enough to be anorexic" But she said I was a clear anorexic... Anyway, after that she started to fuss about all my other diagnosis, or my diagnosis that is a result of my anorexia... She told me I have a really bad anxiety, several depressions and obessiveness. God, I'm a cripple!
Anyway, my psychiatrist also gave me a prescription on sedatives. They are called imovane, and I hope they can help a bit. I never sleep, and I'm always shaking because I'm so scared. I relly need to get some sleep! I only sleep one-two hours every night. I hate this, and I really want to get better.
I had a driving lesson today, or to be more correct I had a mock exam in driving lesson today. I failed! I fail in everything I do:-/
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Today I feel:
I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body
I wanna perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
~Creep - Radiohead~
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